I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
You lost your balance on a thightrope
Lost your mind trying to get it back
It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Everyone of us has messed up, too
Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never too late to be brand new
It's alright, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still  bright to me
Oh, who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent
Lost your balance on a tightrope
It's never too late to get it back

This above here, are some lines from the Taylor Swift song "Innocent," from her latest album, "Speak Now."

On my status on Facebook I once had the line "You'll have new Septembers.." A friend of mine commented "What the heck am I supposed to do with Septembers?" and we just made a joke about it, that he could come visit me or something because my birthday is in September. Well, I know September wasn't really easy for him, and it wasn't easy for me either. Not this September, or September last year. So I made up a conversation in my head:

OK, but what the heck am I supposed to do with Septembers?

Heh, not you, but I sure could use some..


It's a line from a Taylor Swift song.. But to answer the question you didn't ask, I'll quote another song of hers..:
September saw a month of tears
I'm thanking God that you weren't here
To see me like that..

That's from the song "Tim McGraw" by the way, on her first and self-titled album.

I didn't get further in this conversation in my head..There's something very wrong with my concentration, my imagination, and my motivation. They've all gone on vacation somewhere and are sitting in a bar getting wasted, probably.

Well I guess this blog doesn't really have a point. I'm trying to focus on studying but keep almost falling asleep every time I try to read a line in the damn book. It's cold, too..

Anyways, I miss Septembers like they used to be. It's a beautiful month where you can really just see the changes in everything, but I've been unable to enjoy it for some years because I haven't had a good time during Septembers. This past September I missed America, I missed my friend who's the one that commented on this status I mentioned earlier, plus something happened that was completely out of my control but it didn't exactly make it any less painful... September last year I had just arrived America, or I'd been there for like a month and a half - two months; but I missed Norway, I missed Norwich which was the exchange student camp I was at in Vermont, I missed a certain person I met there that just stopped talking to me for I don't even know what reason... Yeah, it wasn't a good time either. I close my eyes and hope and pray that I'll have good Septembers sometime in the future again. New Septembers.

♥ The Norwegian Teenager

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