Good Morning And An Idea About My Fear Once More

I've talked about my fear when it comes to games that involve one or many balls before. As late as yesterday, as a matter of fact. Well, last night I had a thought. I'll admit I didn't blog about it simply to know what to blog about today. Haha.

So, my thought from last night:

I'm not afraid of the ball when I'm in control of it. If I know where it is coming from and where it is going, and I know where everybody else around me are and that they are not all "attacking" the area where I am, it's all good. I can play volleyball when I know where the ball is. I can play soccer when it's just me and one more person and we're just kicking it around. I can play basket when I'm not with tons of athletes that can play it better. I can play field hockey as long as the ball stays on the ground.

I can play games involving a ball when I am in control of the situation.

So maybe it's not so much the fear of balls as it is the fear of losing control. I'm a control freak. It's part of my being a perfectionist. It's easier to be perfect when you're in control.

Bottom line is, I may not be as scared of balls as I think I am. It may simply be me hating not being in control.

Maybe this is an insane thought that makes no sense at all. What do you think? Am I losing my mind?

♥ The Norwegian Teenager

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