These Days Aren't Easy, Like They Have Been Once Before... These Days Aren't Easy Anymore...

I'm just... Really not having a good day today. I woke up this morning after having had a not so pleasant dream which I'd rather not elaborate on because the cause of it's not really something I want to relive, but it's made me feel all weird all day. I try to smile and I just want to cry. I'm so sick and tired of being exhausted all the time, and I just wish it would stop.

I really need to get away from this place where I live, to get some distance. Don't get me wrong, I have friends that I love and my family, well... They're my family. Family gets upset with each other, scream, yell, slam doors, but they still stick up for each other because they're family. I'm really happy to go away on vacation next week though. School ends with an all-day test in Norwegian right before Easter, and that same day I'll go with my boyfriend to visit his family again, just like we did for winter break in February.

My mom just yelled at me; evidently I gave too much to charity. I really don't feel like being yelled at right now. I feel like barricading myself in my room and don't come out. I might as well, there's nothing I need to do that can't just as well be done in here than anywhere else in this house.

I really wish I could just... Cut loose. Be free. Be me. But I can't. Not yet, anyways. Not quite yet...

♥ The Norwegian Teenager

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a teenager with thoughts

a teenager with thoughts

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