No Dream Could be as Beautiful as You Are

OK, so I'm doing this survey thing to keep me occupied... It's not like I can vacuum the same carpet over and over, or dust the same book shelf too many times, and if I begin secon rounds of watering the plants I'm sure there'll be a disaster... Yeah I know right, cleaning... Isn't that what we do to keep our minds off something, though?

Whose bedroom were you in last?
My own.

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
No. Not yet, anyways. Might later. Who knows.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Mostly closed, to keep light and sound out. Had it open last night though, however, and a few other times...

How do you feel right now?
Empty. Wanting to get away from here.

In the past week, have you cried hysterically in front of a friend?

You can get a puppy or a new car. Which do you choose?
A puppy. I don't have a driver's licence!

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
I usually don't like talking on the phone... But I might speak to my parents, as they are away.

Do you think two people in love can last forever?
Yes. But I believe that to find true love you must believe in true love.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Light grey, with a blue jumper over.

Are you nice to everyone?
As long as they're not being mean.

Ever had a feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
Yes... And I've had dreams that something would happen, similar dreams about almost the same situation. The dreams came true. In this context, that's not a good sign.

What were you doing at 1:00 PM today?
Just got back from running a few errands...

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:

Do you do your own laundry?
Not too often... I live with my parents, so we just throw everything in at once :D

What do people think about you that isn't true?
How am I supposed to know what they think of me? Well... Once everyone thought I'd gotten a tattoo in America, because I had a picture of a henna tattoo on my facebook, that we got at the senior all night graduation party.

How many months until your birthday?
Next month! One month minus six days, to be exact. Will be the 2nd birthday of my life that I'm not spending with my family.

Who's the last person you asked for money?
I don't ask people for money. But my dad bought me stuff for my camera, since he doesn't want me to pay online with my debit card, so he uses his credit card and I give him the money afterwards.

Ever feel like you're not good enough?
People have made me feel like that too many times in my life...

Is your last name longer than 6 letters?
Nope! It's five :D

Do you look older than you are?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no. How does a typical 18-year old girl usually look? I don't know.

Do you feel like life will be easier when you're older, or harder?
It depends. In the upcoming years I'll be struggling with money and jobs and educations and whatnot, and that will probably be harder, but I will learn to accept myself more and know myself and what I deserve more, which will be better. I'll hopefully have a family one day, which will be better. And then I'll build a house with my second half and be in debt until I'm old, which probably won't be much fun. And then I'll be so old that I've stopped working, and will be happy because of all of the spare time, but I'll probably have health issues with the genes I have, so that will make things harder. But what the hell, life is a dance you learn as you go, is it not? (=

Would you rather tell somebody how you feel straight up, or wait?
Depends on how I'm feeling about this person. I'd probably show it rather than tell it, though.

If you got kicked out of your house, where would you go?
Probably a friend's house. Not that I think it would happen. I hope.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
If I like them. I'm not the girl to kiss and tell, nor do I kiss people for no reason, nor do I think it's cool kissing with too many people. After all: "A girl worth kissing is not easily kissed."

Do your parent / parents actually care about you?
Yes, big time! They would do anything for me.

The person you fell hardest for texts you at 4 am saying "come outside". What do you do?
Get dressed and run outside, of course!

Which member of your family are you closest to?
My mom and her mom.

If you have any regrets, what is the biggest one?
That I am not going to post on here. I'd like to believe that, "No regrets, just lessons learned", but that doesn't always work. Right now I'm not regretting anything, though. I've done things that I've regretted afterwards, but I'm good with it now. "In the end, everything is OK. If it's not OK, then it's not the end." So I guess the things I have regretted in the past are in the past and I've moved on. And the word "regret" is starting to sound a bit funny now.

When you are out with your friends are you loud and outgoing or shy and reserved?
Depends on the friends. But I've been told I can be extremely loud at times!

Partying. Are you for or against it? Why?
I'm all for having a good time - not so much for getting drunk and passing out on someone elses couch, though. I don't see the fun in drinking 'till you can't remember what you've done - and the headaches the day after are horrible! Whenever I have them (not very often), I always think "was last night really worh this??"

Do you ever have serious conversations via text messaging?
Yes. And on Facebook. But I prefer to have the serious conversations face to face, so I can see the person. A lot of things can be misunderstood when being read instead of said, so even calling is better than texting.

Are you someone who is generally a happy person, or does your happiness not last long enough?
Generally happy most of the time. But it depends on the people around me. I can't be happy if they're not happy. And I try to be happy so they won't be sad that I'm sad. I've been told I care too much about others and not enough about myself.

Fight for someone you love or move on?
"I'm a lover, not a fighter, but I'll fight for what I love!" But if they don't want me... Why would I want to chase after them? "I just want you to be happy. Whether it'd be with me or without me, I just want you to be happy." But I believe that if we really love each other, even though it's over for now, we might have a chance again in the future.

The last person to hurt you apologizes, do you accept?
Yes. I always forgive people.

What is worse, physical or emotional pain?
Emotional pain is the worst, it can destroy a person even though he or she appears to be just fine. It can drive people to do stupid things. If they don't know how to deal with it or have people in their lives who know how to handle it, that is.

Did you sing at all today?
No, but various lyrics have been drifting in and out of my head at a more frequent pace these past 20 hours than usual...

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Smokes, smoked, tried... Yeah, I guess I do know some people.

Do boys or girls have easier lives & why?
Both can have it really tough, I know that for a fact.

Strict teacher who taught a lot or a fun who didn't?
Fun teachers make me more interested, hence I learn more! :D

The person you dislike most: say something nice about them.
...Why would I waste my time on thinking about someone that I don't like?

If you could be invisible, what's the first thing you'd do?
Eavesdrop on somebody! I don't know who, but someone for sure! Ooooh, or I'd sneak on a train or an air plane and go visit somebody for freeeee!

Pill to make you braver or one to make you smarter?
I'm smart. And I'm brave. But if I had to choose it would be the latter pill, as braveness comes from experience.

If you could choose one perfect talent, what would it be?
Oh god, I don't know what to choose... Dancing, maybe? Or playing the piano?

Are you in a hurry to grow up?
Yes and no. I'm 18 and supposed to be grown up. The last chapter of Harry Potter has come to an end, which means termination of my childhood. But I want to do something, be someone, be respected for what I've done and who it has made me.

Math or English?

Science or History?

Who are you closer to: mom or dad?
...depends on the situation. I can talk to my mom about anything and she rarely gets mad. And when I'm in trouble or need help for any reason, daddy always fixes it.

Last time you told your parents you loved them?
I don't know... Might have been on the phone yesterday, but that convo's in bit of a blur...

Would you eat a spider to meet your favorite celebrity?
Living or dead? And I'm a vegetarian.... I don't believe I'm that much of a fan that it would be worth it - it's not like the celeb would remember me afterwards, anyways...

Would you choose to be the most attractive, the smartest, or most athletic?
Athletic. I'm smart, but I could do with a bit of a better physical health. And If people are not attracted to me the way I am, why would I want to attract them by being someone else?

If you got too much change in a store, would you tell them?
I wouldn't notice, I never count my change!

What really gets on your nerves?
People that do something completely different than what they said they'd do. Liars. Cheaters. Misspelling!

♥ The Norwegian Teenager

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